Talkin' 2 Myself

This song is about how he felt like he was stuck in place. The comment one foot on the break one on the throttle falling asleep with writer's block in the parking lot at McDonald's. That mixed with "them last two albums didn't count, encore I was on drugs relapse I was flushing em out" he never kept his drug addiction a secret, but the song Going Through Changes with Ozzy Osbourne renowned drug addict and Rockstar doing the chorus. That Song speaks to his overdose, "wake up in the hospital full of tubes plus somehow I'm pulling through swear when I come back Imma Be Bulletproof, Ima do it just for proof, I think I should state a few, facts, cuz I may not get another chance to say the truth, s* it just hit me what if I had not have made it through, I'd never get to make it right, so here's what I came to do, Haley this one is for you, Whitney and Elena too". To anyone who's taking Ambien before they know the fuge state it brings on the dreamlike sleepwalking. Just like the line and I need a doctor, and I don't know if I was awake or asleep when I wrote this, all I know is, you came to me when I was at my lowest, you pick me up read new life in me I owe my life to you but for the life of me I don't see why you don't see like I do. So Eminem's net worth is exactly the same as it was after the Eminem Show the reason for that was he doesn't make very much from album sales anymore he made about 150 mil per tour but the lifestyle when you're on tour and you're the best in your genre and a bachelor when you're trying to be a role model for your daughter as a single father, so he gave it up. Encore, Curtain Call, The Re-Up collaboration, relapse, recovery, Bad Meets evil: hell the sequel, mmlp2, Shady XV collaboration of some of his favorite works remixes of old stuff and experimenting with new style, Revival, kamikaze, music to be murdered by, and the sequel to that mtbmb side B, his style on relapse was incredible Encore was terrible aside from Mockingbird, Crazy In Love, evil seed and relapse had beautiful, Crack a Bottle but recovery was a masterpiece his struggle after putting out The Slim Shady LP, The Marshall Mathers LP, and the Eminem show not including infinite before all of them or the time he took recording the first one but from the release of his first triple platinum to the Third barely two years span three albums in 3 years March of each year. Like the line on Criminal. Preacher, preacher, 5th grade teacher, you can't reach me my mom can't neither, you can't teach me a goddamn thing cuz, I watch TV and Comcast cable, and you ain't able to stop these thoughts, and you can't stop me from topping these charts, and you can't stop me from dropping each March with a brand new CD for these f** retards in the think it's just little old me Mr don't give a f* still won't bleed Ima Criminal. Then two full years after Eminem Show and we got encore his singular flop then Curtain Call to buy him time, then relapse 3 years after encore so even if he got back to back in Platinum Status it's whack if I'm not the baddest. Then he still probably felt like he was stuck in place from 04 to 2010 a lot of the info I had was from his autobiography that was titled the way I am sometime during his recovery mentions of encore we're in the book but not relapse Curtain Call the 8 Mile soundtrack or The Re-Up being a white rapper on top people figured he'd Crash and Burn sometime but people didn't expect a meteoric rise back to the top of if not the majority a very large chunk of public opinion. And off one of his new albums it's true I just get richer but if it was ever just all about s h r i l l e r then I would have quit a long mother f** time ago but lately instead of being credited for longevity and being able to keep it up for this long at this level we, get told we'll never be what we were b if I'm half as good as I was that I'm still twice as good as you'll ever be only way you're ahead of me is alphabetically cuz if you diss me I'm coming after you like the letter v play this tune at your eulogy prepare to die this is music for you to be murdered by. His obsessive compulsive nature to write everything down, demand Perfection from himself, be a role model, and don't put anything out unless it's on the level of everything else he's released after getting flat for Shady XV which was The Cypher 2.0 experiment and Revival playing with a different style. I've memorized lyrics from every album every song track the track number of every song and picked it apart enough to know that I'm doing exactly what he said people do in one of his earlier songs, that's why they put my lyrics up under this microscope searching with a fine tooth comb, it's like this rope waiting to choke(choking sounds) tightening around my throat watching me while I write this like I don't like this no all I hear is lyrics lyrics constant controversies sponsors working around the clock to try to stop my conscience early surely Hip Hop was never a problem in Harlem only in Boston after it bothered the fathers of daughters starting to Blossom so now I'm catching the flag from these activists when I'm rapping acting like I'm the first rapper to smack a b or say f* s just look at me like I'm your closest pal the poster child the mother f** spokesman now for White America