Hate me
Nico Collins Lyrics

You cut my breaks
You sabotaged me

Then kiss on my face
Then act like everything is fine

So where are you coming from?
What is your real intention behind your actions?

Can't read the signs
I can't understand your mixed signals

So I draw the line
I set a boundary

Then you go and bend it some
You don't respect my boundaries

The moment everything is said
When it's all said and done

Your words they bring me back again
I keep getting drawn back in by what you say

It's so insane the things we do
Our actions are irrational

In the name of love
Because we think it's love

My friends they say
My friends think

I should run away
I should leave you

And change all my information
And cut off all contact

But I hold you close
But I can't let go of you

So how could I go
How could I leave

When you are my destination?
When being with you is all I want

These thoughts they got me conflicted
These thoughts are causing me to feel confused

But it's too late, now I'm addicted
But I can't stop being drawn to you

Got both feet on the edge
I'm at my breaking point

Are you gonna come and save me?
Will you come to my rescue?

I'll take one final step
I'm willing to risk it all

All you have to do is make me
You have the power to influence me

If you ever walk away I won't think twice
If you leave me, I won't hesitate to end things

I'll go bye, bye, bye
I'll end it all

Even though that it hurts me, baby
Even though it hurts me to admit it

I'm in love with the way you hate me
I'm drawn to your toxic behavior

You spike my drink
You manipulate me

Then give me a wink
Then act like nothing happened

And pour me another cup
And continue to mess with me

I'm so aware
I know what you're doing

But I still don't care
But I can't stop myself from wanting you

You already fucked me up
You've already caused damage to me

And I know that I got a couple issues
And I know that I have my own problems

But it's fine, keep playing with my loose screws
But I don't care, keep messing with me

Damn you always get your way
You're always in control

Guess it's written in your nature
This is just who you are

You know everything to say
You know exactly what to do and say to control me

Just as long as I'm in danger
As long as I feel like I'm in danger with you

But I like when you take me under
But I enjoy when you have power over me

It feels so good when I suffer
I'm drawn to pain

I know that I'm stupid, I make a mistake
I know I'm not making the right choices

And repeat it a million times
But I keep making the same mistakes

But it's better to see your familiar face
But it's better to be with you than without you

Even though it's been killing my mind
Even though I know it's not healthy for me

The pain and the evil it's bad for my brain
All the hurt and toxicity is harmful to me

But it's beautiful here in my eyes
But I see beauty in the chaos

If you ever leave me, no it ain't no lie
If you leave, I won't survive

I'll end my life
I'm willing to kill myself

'Cause even though that it hurts me, baby
Even though it hurts me to admit it

I'm in love with the way you hate me
I'm drawn to your toxic behavior and the way it makes me feel